hoodie_time | Entries tagged with secrets (somebody finds out)

toratio.livejournal.com

Title: But a Flesh Wound
Pairing: Gen
Author:

toratio
Rating: M
Word Count: ~ 800
Summary: You're a big brother, and you have responsibilities - one jammed wrist is nothing to worry about
Disclaimer: I don’t own Supernatural
Warning: Some violence (show level), some angst and references to Sam's hell hallucinations (set in season 7), told in second person

Written for a friend who wanted some Dean hiding an injury.

At my journal

enviousxbeauty.livejournal.com

Story Disclaimer: I own nothing but the way the words fit together. Supernatural and its characters belong to The CW, Kripke, etc.

Title: A Shameful Admission
Author: enviousxbeauty
Word Count: 1,657
Time Line: Season 4 - Episode 16 - 21
Rating: T
Characters: Dean W. // Sam W. // Mentions of Castiel
Warnings: Language, Alcohol Use, Implied Drug Use
Spoilers: Thru Season 4

Summary: Dean makes a drunken confession.

{Originally ~~Tell Me All I Need to Know~~ -- Posted May 7th 2012}

{Revised and Renamed A Shameful Admission -- Posted November 6th 2016}

kalliel

Title: Bildungsroman
Genre: gen, pre-series, northern Plains gothic
Characters: Dean, Bobby. Peripheral John, Sam. Bobby POV.
Rating: R
Word Count: ~2500
Warnings: This fic is gen in that it contains no romantic pairings; however, it discusses, imagines, and treats sex and sexuality as major themes. underage sexuality, non-explicit statutory rape, psychological trauma (sexual and otherwise), questionable parenting choices
Summary: Sex, drugs, and Totoros.
Notes: Inspired by Dean’s My Neighbor Totoro reference in 11x08 “Just My Imagination” and encouragement from

milly_gal,

septembers_coda, and

brightly_lit in this comment thread. This is not, however, the cute fic such a prompt richly deserves, nor anything you might have expected or desired.

Sex, drugs, and Totoros.

spn-passenger.livejournal.com

Title: Without You (The Tears Dry)
Author:spn_passenger
Artist:kj_svala
Rating:R for depressing, suicidal thoughts, also mentions of self-harm.
Warnings: Depressing, suicidal thoughts, also mentions of self-harm. Set in season 8, spoilers for 9x03.
Word Count:56,088
Summary:Sam makes an unexpected discovery about Dean. He's keeping a secret journal, in shape of series of cassettes, for times he wasn't feeling so well. Maybe he didn’t know Dean as well as he thought he did. But, suicide notes were the last thing on his mind.
Notes: Special thanks to madsthehunter for going over this story and being the best and awesomest beta known in the history of mankind!!! And wow, I'm blown away by the arts kj_svala made for me. I'm so excited overall and it's like tons and tons of virtual cookies for me.

Art MasterPost

Download from mediafire: Without You (The Tears Dry)
Read from: Fanfiction.net| AO3

Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: Mad World

kalliel

1. Title: Durham Beach
Genre: gen
Characters: Sam (POV), Dean
Rating: G
Word Count: ~220
Notes: Tags to beginning of 10x04 "Paper Moon."

They choose the coldest coast they can find. Sam, Dean, and why they chose Washington State over any other beach vacation they could have taken.

2. Title: Rewrite Me
Genre: gen
Characters: Dean, Sam
Rating: PG-13
Warnings:

suicidal ideation

Word Count: ~340
Notes: Tags to 10x04 "Paper Moon." Inanimate object POV.

Your brother walks you through the weight of your own body. Shame, death, and Dean Winchester.

skeletncloset.livejournal.com

FIC: Feel Like You Do
Author:

skeletncloset
Rating: NC-17
Pairings: Dean/Benny, unrequited John/Dean, Sam/Dean undertones
Word Count:~1.7K
Warnings: Angst. Umm, that's it I think. Oh, and incest if it isn't obvious, allusions to underage prostitution. Daddy issues like whoa.
Summary: Dean doesn’t beg, even when he wants to, even less when he should.

brightly-lit.livejournal.com

Title: Kintsugi
Author:

brightly_lit
Rating: PG-13
Genre: gen, intense angst, h/c, emotional h/c, brother feels
Characters: Dean, Sam
Word Count: 4,600
Warnings: language, horrific concepts, mentions of child abuse and torture, PTSD
Summary: Dean needs a new protective sigil tattoo, and he visits the tattoo artist other hunters recommend--the only person in the area who's precise enough for the work. Getting two words in a row out of the guy is hard labor, but undeniably worth it in the end.

Kintsugi is a Japanese method of mending broken pottery with gold, where the pot is considered more beautiful for having been broken.

READ HERE.

i-speak-tongue.livejournal.com

TITLE: threadbare
AUTHOR:

i_speak_tongue
RATING: PG 13
GENRE: gen, h/c
SPOILERS: up to 9.13
WORDS: 1817
CHARACTERS: Dean, Cas, Sam

(This is the thing about Dean. He’s fine—or at least he can pretend to be—until he actually has to express himself. That’s when he falls to pieces. That’s when Cas’s heart breaks; as he watches Dean struggle to hold himself together enough to simply put six words together without choking on his own vulnerability.)

gaelicspirit.livejournal.com

Title: From Yesterday, Chapter 14
Fandom: Supernatural
Author: gaelicspirit
Characters: Dean, Sam, and OCs
Disclaimer: They're not mine. More's the pity. Title is from a 30 Seconds to Mars song of the same name. Rated very much PG-13 for language (mostly Dean) and a couple of mature scenes

Summary: See Prologue.

Author's Note: Apologies! This particular chapter survived a total PC melt-down of epic proportions. Believe me when I say, I hope you enjoy it! *smiles*

Thanks for reading and letting me know through your reviews what you're enjoying! I know I lost a couple of readers with the reveal in the previous chapter, and I totally get it. The great thing about fiction is that there's room for all of us to like what we like. I considered putting a 'warning' up front, but decided instead to allow the story to evolve organically for you, knowing you could choose to continue to read or walk away at any time, for any reason, not just a munchkin belonging to Dean.

Speaking of our green-eyed hero, this chapter isn't too kind to him. In fact, he's going to have a bit of a rough time of it for the next several chapters.

art by

thruterryseyes

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Location: kitchen table
Current Music: Flynn Lives on Tron: Legacy Soundtrack

gaelicspirit.livejournal.com

Title: From Yesterday, Part 2: Chapter 13
Fandom: Supernatural
Author: gaelicspirit
Characters: Dean, Sam, and OCs
Disclaimer: They're not mine. More's the pity. Title is from a 30 Seconds to Mars song of the same name. Rated very much PG-13 for language (mostly Dean) and a couple of mature scenes

Summary: See Prologue.

Author's Note: Thank you for reading and for your reviews – I look forward to your thoughts each time I post to see if the story I'm weaving is one you're interested in reading. You make this all worthwhile.

So, as far as posting, it's pretty much going to be an every two-week thing now for awhile. Real Life is getting a bit chaotic and I didn't stock up on enough completed chapters to stay ahead of it. I hope you'll stick around to see how this plays out. This is a longer chapter, but there are a lot of plot pieces that had to go on the board here before the action and angst could play out in the last seven chapters.

Hope you enjoy!

art by

thruterryseyes

Current Mood: curious
Current Location: Thru Terry's Eyes' house
Current Music: Day Is Gone by Noah Gunderson & the Forest Rangers

agenttrojie.livejournal.com

Title: Love is a verb
Author: Trojie (

agenttrojie)
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: implied Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester, background Dean Winchester/Others
Rating: Mature
Notes/Warnings: Written for my hc_bingo card, prompt "Prostitution". Pre-series. Attendant warnings are therefore for consent issues and underage sex (depending on where you are - Dean is 20, Sam is 16).
Summary: Sam knows what Dean does to keep them fed. And he's not stupid enough to think he can talk Dean out of it, but take care of your brother goes both ways.

brightly-lit.livejournal.com

Title: The First Time Sam Ran Away
Author:

brightly_lit
Rating: PG
Genre: gen, a little humor, emotional h/c, angst
Characters: John, Dean, Sam (John's POV)
Word Count: ~4,500
Summary: Sam is four. The title pretty much says it all.

"John saw another little piece of Dean being compressed into a new shape by all the pressure he had to endure. John hoped it was like was coal being forged into a diamond ... but he doubted it. Dean never complained about this. If anything, he seemed to blame himself for not being stronger."

Read it here!

kalliel

I was just perusing the addiction tag here, because a girl has needs, and I really wanted to share with you guys two fics you might have missed (as I did) that I really enjoyed!

1. Title: Addiction
Author:

tarotgal
Characters: Dean, Sam
Genre/pairing: curtain!fic (though the curtains are not the object of interest here), post-series, Dean/Sam
Rating: R
Word-count: ~1000
Spoilers: N/A
Warnings: Alcoholism, addiction
Summary: Dean and Sam have settled down, but Dean’s got more than just a simple life in the ‘burbs.
Reccer's Notes: This is a short, beautiful little coda that takes Dean through post-series life, going to AA meetings, and finding different avenues into which to channel his focus. There's something extremely life-affirming about this, and Dean's outlook here, stripped of denial and subterfuge and fatalism, breaks my heart in all the best ways.

2. Title: Subterranean Homesick Blues
Author:

break_kitkat
Characters: Dean, Sam
Genre/pairing: gen, brief mention of Dean/OFC
Rating: R
Word-count: ~2200
Spoilers: N/A
Warnings: Drug addiction, drug use, drug withdrawal, flashbacks, panic attacks, PTSD, self-harm.
Summary: A series of tiny heart attacks.
Reccer's Notes: This fic takes place shortly after Dean is raised from Hell; he's gone so far as to get himself from anti-anxiety medication (kept well away from Sam's attentions), but falls short of actually having a dosage, or prescription. Pair that with life on the road and and burying himself under anything he thinks will help, we watch trauma spiral into addiction into desperation into the slow dissipation of care and judgment. Sam picks up the pieces.

tifaching.livejournal.com

Title: Fake It ‘Til You Make It
Pairing: Sam/Dean, implied Alastair/Dean
Rating: R
Summary: Dean's back from hell, but not in any way that really matters.
Warnings: self harm, post hell trauma, non-con reference, torture reference
Written for my

spnspringfling recipient,

ellecc for the fantastic prompt "proof of life".

Dean’s settled, tense and jumpy, on the lumpy motel mattress and he’s seriously considering the idea of burying himself back under the ground.

scribble2much.livejournal.com

Characters: Dean W. & Sam W.

Words: 3,455

Genres: Hurt/Comfort/Angst

Rating: PG

Summary: Dean pretends he has nothing to hide, but he has secrets he'll never tell anyone, especially not Sam. Companion piece to "Deep Dark Secrets".

Read it Here!

scribble2much.livejournal.com

Characters: Dean W. & Sam W.

Words: 2,414

Genres: Hurt/Comfort/Angst

Rating: PG

Summary: Dean pretends he has nothing to hide, but he has secrets he'll never tell anyone, especially not Sam. Companion piece to "Deep Dark Secrets".

Read it Here

princess-aleera.livejournal.com

Title: 'Tis But A Flesh Wound
Author:

princess_aleera
Prompt:

prufrock_26: phobia for medical injections.
Word count: ~ 3,500
Spoilers: Follows directly after 8x14, but no spoilers past that point.
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Needle phobia and Dean's reactions to that, hospitals, blood and injury(not permanent), hurt!Dean, panic, hurt/comfort, mentions of other phobias, mentions of past Hell trauma (brief, but graphic). Winchester Talking.
Disclaimer: Don’t own, don’t sue.
Characters: Dean, Sam, OCs. Gen.
A/N: Originally written for

hoodie_time's Dean-centric hurt/comfort meme; re-posted here with some fixings and some minor changes (eg. an extra phobia). The title is taken from Monty Python's Holy Grail.

Summary: Where Sam does not get where Dean's sudden, powerful needle phobia comes from.

(Sam is exhausted, shaky and covered in blood.)

brightly-lit.livejournal.com

Title: The Perfect Life
Author:

brightly_lit
Rating: PG-13 for a tiny bit of language and disturbing situations/concepts
Pairings: None
Characters: Teen Sam and Dean, John, OC
Genre: Gen, angst, teen!chesters, hurt!Dean
Warnings: None
Spoilers: None; takes place pre-series
Word Count: 3,200
Disclaimer: I wish I (owned the characters and) wrote for the show but I don't.
Summary: A new guy comes to school, who has looks, cool, and attitude to spare. Name: Dean Winchester. Basically, he's a guy's perfect new friend, even if his family's a little weird. Okay, a lot weird.

Click here to read at my lj.

princess-aleera.livejournal.com

Title: But I Hear The Voices Say
Author:

princess_aleera
Word count: ~ 2,500
Spoilers: This is set sometime after 7x10, mostly canon apart from the Impala’s presence (and, obviously, Dean's hallucinations).
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: vivid hallucinations (blood, goo, etc.), banter and snarky, crack, helpful!hallucinations, (drunk hallucination?), a little angst, a little hurt/comfort, and enough meta to give you a headache. (Hallucinception!)
Disclaimer: Don’t own, don’t sue.
Characters: Dean, Sam, and various hallucinations: Cas, Bobby, Jo and Gabriel.
Pairings: Gen, implied unrequited Dean/Cas (or not unrequited – depends on the meta), brief unrequited Jo/Gabriel
A/N: Title’s from ‘Carry On My Wayward Son’. The original story is here.

Dean’s almost excited to leave, because Jefferson is hours away. Just him and Sammy in the Impala, windows open to the wind and CCR blaring. With Jo and Cas sitting in the backseat, Gabriel sprawled between them like a curled-up cat, of course.

scribble2much.livejournal.com

Summary: Dean pretends he has nothing to hide, but he has secrets he'll never tell anyone, especially not Sam. Companion piece to "Deep Dark Secrets".

Characters: Dean & Sam
Genre: Angst, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: None
Rating: PG

Read it Here...

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Entries tagged with secrets (somebody finds out)

But a Flesh Wound (fic)

FIC: A Shameful Admission

[Fic] Bildungsroman - Dean, Bobby; peripheral John, Sam. Bobby POV. Pre-series. Totoros.

Fic: Without You (The Tears Dry) , Rating: R, Dean, Sam, gen

[Fic] Two 10x04 codas

FIC: Feel Like You Do 1/1 [NC-17]

Fic: Kintsugi

fic: threadbare

From Yesterday, Post 15/20, PG-13, Dean, Sam, OCs, GEN

From Yesterday, Post 14/20, PG-13, Dean, Sam, OCs, GEN

Fic: Love is a verb (Mature, implied Dean/Sam, minor Dean/others)

Fic: The First Time Sam Ran Away

Two "Addiction" Fic Recs

Fake It 'Til You Make It

The Awful Truth - 10 (Supernatural FanFiction)

The Awful Truth - 9 (Supernatural FanFiction)

'Tis But A Flesh Wound [hurt!Dean, needle phobia, gen]

Fic: The Perfect Life

sequel to My Charade Is The Event of the Season [hallucinating!Dean, cracky hurt/comfort]

The Awful Truth - 8 (Supernatural FanFiction)

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