[identity profile] deansamcas.livejournal.com
Title: Things Fall Apart
Rating: R
Word Count: 25.5K
Characters: Dean, Sam, Cas, John, Bobby
Pairings: Gen
Warnings: Child abuse, implied prostitution, show level violence and blasphemy, swearing.
Spoilers: Seasons 2 to 5. Season 8.
Disclaimer: None of the characters are mine, I'm just playing with them. The title is from Chinua Achebe's book, a book I highly recommend.

Summary:
When given his duty of guarding the First Seal, Castiel expects the Righteous Man and his Boy King brother. He does not expect to find two boys who fight and tease and defend each other over and over again. While Castiel may know a lot about fate and destiny, he’s about to learn a little bit about free will.

Author Note: This story wouldn't be half of what it is if it weren't for my amazing betas, mb64 and katzenspn. They are both a delight to work with and have been a huge help in pointing out my Britishisms and generally highlighting the numerous times I've written something completely idiotic. Any mistakes that remain are wholly mine as I honestly think these two girls can't go wrong.

Another huge thank you to the artist that collaborated with me: uke_sama_sensei. Her artwork truly brings this story to life and it was an absolute pleasure to work with her. Her art masterpost can be found here.

Please leave me your thoughts. Feedback is hugely appreciated.

Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
[identity profile] septembers-coda.livejournal.com
Title: i drew our car for you
Author: [livejournal.com profile] septembers_coda
Rating: PG
Genre: Outsider POV, wee!chesters, angst, hurt/comfort
Word Count: ~5,500
Summary: Nothing kindergarten teacher April Huxley has ever learned can tell her what to do when adorable, troubled little Dean Winchester falls into her life—or when he vanishes abruptly back out of it.

April was only in her third year of teaching kindergarten, but she’d already learned to tell if something wasn’t quite right with a family.
[identity profile] brightly-lit.livejournal.com
Title: Kintsugi
Author: [livejournal.com profile] brightly_lit
Rating: PG-13
Genre: gen, intense angst, h/c, emotional h/c, brother feels
Characters: Dean, Sam
Word Count: 4,600
Warnings: language, horrific concepts, mentions of child abuse and torture, PTSD
Summary: Dean needs a new protective sigil tattoo, and he visits the tattoo artist other hunters recommend--the only person in the area who's precise enough for the work. Getting two words in a row out of the guy is hard labor, but undeniably worth it in the end.


Kintsugi is a Japanese method of mending broken pottery with gold, where the pot is considered more beautiful for having been broken.

READ HERE.
[identity profile] alexisjane.livejournal.com
Title: Unfallen
Author: [livejournal.com profile] alexisjane
Characters: Sam, Dean, John
Genre/pairing: Implied John/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Word-count: 1400ish
Spoilers: none really
Warnings: Although there is absolutely nothing graphic at all...Implied Incest, Implied Underage, Mentions of underage sexual thoughts.
Summary: In Sam's dream he's choking. And when he wakes, he can't see past the stars to find what's really wrong.
Disclaimer:These are my words but all my base are belong to Kripke, Sera, Ben, Adam or whoever so don't sue me. It's just for fun.
Notes: Playing fic-tag with [livejournal.com profile] alexadean. Might want to read her fic first

Original Sin by alexadean

Unfallen
[identity profile] sparrow-lately.livejournal.com
Title: Through the Looking Glass
Rating: PG-13
Words: ~5,500
Spoilers: None specific past season five.
Pairings: Dean/Carmen (kind of), Dean/Cas (briefly), Dean/Sam (very briefly)
Warnings: Mental illness, panic, violence, implied child abuse, Hell memories, angry queer feminism, repetitive formatting.
Summary: The multiverse theory states that we are living in just one of multiple possible universes that, together, comprise of everything that exists, existed, or could exist. Dean goes down the rabbit hole.
Neurotic author's notes: This is for my darling seeing_ghosts, and pretend it's not 3 am here in America. This it a little bit of a weird fic, and I'm not sure I actually like it, but it's done and it's for you, S. love. The title is stolen from the Lewis Carroll novel of the same name. The cut text is from the great Richard Feynman's The Character of Physical Law.

Our imagination is stretched to the utmost, not, as in fiction, to imagine things which are not really there, but just to comprehend those things which are there.
[identity profile] darth-firefly.livejournal.com
Title:Feathers of Onyx
Rating: PG-13
Word Count:3787
Fandom: Supernatural
Type: Fic
Prompt:Abuse
Warnings: Mentions of child abuse
Summary: When he sat down to write a book about his life, Dean figured it couldn't be too hard. What he didn't plan on were the fears and psychological damage that he thought he'd banished from his life a long time ago. What makes it worse is when the one person he never wanted to know about it - Liesel - is the one who has to find the help he needs. Deaf!Dean Verse
Notes: You might want to have some tissues handy while reading.
[identity profile] darth-firefly.livejournal.com
Title: Feathers of Black
Rating: PG-13
Prompt: Suicide Attempt
Word Count: 1525
Warnings: Child abuse, attempted suicide
Summary: November, 1988. A shtriga in Fort Douglas unintentionally saves Dean Winchester the night it decided to feast on the eldest of the Winchester boys. All Dean wants to do is die, so he can be with his mom. Deaf!Dean Verse


Feathers of Black
[identity profile] giantslinky.livejournal.com
Title: Save us
Author: [livejournal.com profile] giantslinky
Characters: Dean, Sam, OFC, OMC, Mary and John
Warnings: Child abuse (physical and mental)
Words: This part 2143
Disclaimers: I don't own supernatural or the characters in any way.
A/N: This is an AU fic. And a WIP, but I'm writing as fast as I can!

Summary: He just wants to feel safe. Just for a little while. Please.

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
[identity profile] darth-firefly.livejournal.com
Title:Feathers of Brown
Rating:PG
Prompt: Head Trauma
Warnings: Child abuse
Word Count 680
Summary::Holidays are strange things - some are good, some are bad. Important dates that matter to some and are unimportant to others. Dean's sure Daddy hadn't meant to hurt him. It's his fifth birthday - Daddy wouldn't hurt him on his birthday. (January 24, 1984) Deaf!Dean Verse

Feathers of Brown

Save us 2/?

Jun. 8th, 2013 01:11 am
[identity profile] giantslinky.livejournal.com
Title: Save us
Author: [livejournal.com profile] giantslinky
Characters: Sam, Dean, John (not in this part though), Mary, OFC and OMC
Pairing: John/Mary and OFC/OMC
Words: This part 3954
Warnings: Child abuse (physical and mental)
A/N: This is a adopted!boys fic. Wee!chesters. The boys are 10 and 14

Summary: He just wants to feel safe. Just for a little while. Please




CHAPTER 1

CHAPTER 2
[identity profile] crowley-gal.livejournal.com
Title: So Tired
Author: Crowley_Gal
Characters: Dean, Sam, John. Some names you may recognize but AU, for example Benny is Dean's math teacher.
Genre/pairing: Gen
Rating: Teen for swearing
Word-count: ?
Spoilers: none really
Warnings: Dean likes to swear. Mentions anorexia. Vague mention of possible abuse. May be triggery
Summary: The boys settle down for an extended period while John's away on hunt. It might be all fun and games for Sam but Dean's having a hell of a time trying to keep everything together.
Disclaimer : I don't own anything and I'm not making any money from this.

Current Chapter
http://crowley-gal.livejournal.com/5024.html

Previous
Chapter 1
http://crowley-gal.livejournal.com/2012/12/19/
Chapter 2
http://crowley-gal.livejournal.com/2012/12/28/
Chapter 3
http://crowley-gal.livejournal.com/2013/01/04/
Chapter 4
http://crowley-gal.livejournal.com/2013/01/25/
Chapter 5
http://crowley-gal.livejournal.com/2013/02/08/
Chapter 6
http://crowley-gal.livejournal.com/2013/02/25/
Chapter 7
http://crowley-gal.livejournal.com/2013/03/01/
Chapter 8
http://crowley-gal.livejournal.com/4091.html
[identity profile] giantslinky.livejournal.com

Title: Save us
Author: [livejournal.com profile] giantslinky
Characters, Dean, Sam, Mary, John, OFC, OMC
Pairing: Mary/John
Word count: this part 4017
Warnings: Child abuse (physical and mental)
Notes: This is a adopted!boys fic! It's a wip but second shapter should be up fairly soon!


Summary: He just wants to feel safe. Just for a little while. Please

Chapter 1

[identity profile] sparrow-lately.livejournal.com
Title: What's Done in the Dark
Rating: Hard PG-13.
Words: 3,501
Spoilers: None really, completely AU.
Warnings: Violence, language, child abuse, reasonably minor gore, briefly hinted-at sexual abuse, psychological issues, general misery, very very terrible father!John, psychotic!Sam, broken!lost!Dean. Not a happy story.
Summary: John Winchester's sons are on a mission from God. This is set in some indeterminable time after John's death, but if the cops are onto the Winchesters Dean doesn't know it. Written for the eternally fabulous prufrock_26, who wanted PTSD!murdering!John, psychotic murder!Sam, and a Dean who still thought that his family killed demons. This could also theoretically be a prequel to part two of "Variations on a Theme."
Neurotic author's notes: Title and cut text both from Johnny Cash's "God's Gonna Cut You Down." I wrote the bulk of this on the train and I'm not 100% pleased with this fic, as I wanted Dean's mental process to be a little more disjointed and Sam's manipulation a little clearer, but whatever, I got good news from the doctor today (this! is! so! rare! I'm! over! the! fucking! moon!!) and I wanted to post fic. Bruce, my love, I hope you like it. :)

Go tell that long tongue liar, go and tell that midnight rider, tell the rambler, the gambler, the back biter, tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down...
[identity profile] darth-firefly.livejournal.com
Title:The Art of Building a Nest
Rating:PG-13
Warnings:Mentions of child abuse, mentions of the crash of Pan Am Flight 103
Summary: Dean is rather skeptical about a couple coming all the way from Maryland to take them back home with them. They can't possibly want to keep him - he's stupid and worthless. Not to mention deaf. It doesn't matter that the couple is deaf too - once they find out how horrible he is, they won't want to keep him. How wrong Dean is. Deaf!Dean Verse

The Art of Building a Nest
[identity profile] reapertownusa.livejournal.com
Title: Begin In Innocence
Author: [livejournal.com profile] reapertownusa
Characters: Dean, Sam
Genre/pairing: Gen with past Dean/OMC (non-con)
Rating: R
Word-count: 11,600
Warnings: Dub/non-con, molestation, spanking, themes of past sexual and physical abuse of a child
Summary: Dean confronts a monster from his childhood while Sam struggles to understand what happened and how he can help his brother to release the pain of the past.

Begin In Innocence

[identity profile] kc246.livejournal.com
Title: No Ordinary Boys.
Author: [livejournal.com profile] kc246
Summary: Mary and John Winchester are foster parents, who take in brothers Dean and Sam. Two abused and neglected boys that end up changing the Winchesters lives forever
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Child abuse and Non-con.

Chapter 16
or
No Ordinary Boys Masterpost
[identity profile] sparrow-lately.livejournal.com
Title: The Competitive Exclusion Principle States (or scenes from an alternate universe wherein Sam stole the Winchester boys in 1987)
Rating: PG-13
Words: 5,446
Spoilers: Vague, but for all aired episodes.
Warnings: Language, briefly mentioned child abuse, briefly mentioned neglect.
Summary: Basically picked up where "Reverse Engineering" left off, but Cas never comes for Sam.
Neurotic author's notes: This isn't really fic so much as scenes I wrote to make myself happy during finals week that became something akin to a fic. Please ignore all the timey-wimey issues and implications regarding Sam and Sammy coexisting, 2012!Dean, etc., etc. This is sort of just mindless self-indulgence (hence the slight woobiefication of Dean, for which I apologize on bended knee).
Also: The competetive exclusion principle states that two species competing for the same resources cannot coexist if other ecological factors are constant. I'm a nerdy, nerdy nerd. Cut text is from Mitch Albom. (God, remember The Five People You Meet in Heaven? Somebody should do a Supernatural/Five People You Meet in Heaven crossover of some kind.)

 “All parents damage their children. It cannot be helped. Youth, like pristine glass, absorbs the prints of its handlers. Some parents smudge, others crack, a few shatter childhoods completely into jagged little pieces, beyond repair.”  
[identity profile] rosereddawn.livejournal.com
Title: A Ram Caught in the Thicket | AO3
Author: [personal profile] lacerta
Characters: Dean, John
Genre/pairing: gen
Rating: PG-13 (What's the rating on bible stories?)
Word-count: 3700
Spoilers: none, pre-series
Warnings: child abuse
Summary: And Abraham stretched forth his hand, and took the knife to slay his son.
[identity profile] hoodietime.livejournal.com
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Title: The Gentleness of Home
Author: aceofhearts61 @ AO3 / [livejournal.com profile] cagedwriter61 @ LJ
Tags: bed sharing, hugs/cuddling, spooning, chronic pain
Characters: Dean, Sam
Genre/pairing: None. Primary nonsexual/nonromantic relationship between Sam and Dean. Curtain!fic, future!fic, fluff
Rating: PG-13
Word-count:
Spoilers: None
Warnings: None
Summary: Sam looks after Dean on a rainy day. Future!fic. Hunter retirement. Curtain!fic. Cuddling. Belly rubs. Comfort. Bed sharing.
Reccer: anonymous
Reccer’s comments: The idea of Winchester cuddles, with the “sound and smell of rain coming through the window” is such a peaceful, nice one. This one will put a smile on your face.

Title: It Leaves a Stain On All Your Clothes (And No Detergent Gets It Out)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] purple_carpets
Tags: abandonment issues, body image issues, bottom!Dean, bruises/bruising, child abuse, childhood trauma, clothes sharing, crying!Dean, daddy issues, emotional pain/hurt, exhaustion, fainting/collapse, fever, headache/migraine, heatstroke, insecurities (misc./other/uncategorized), manhandling, mutism/voice loss, nightmares/night terrors, pretty!Dean, psychological issues, ptsd, secrets (somebody finds out), self-esteem issues, sexual assault/abuse (non-con), stress, sunburn
Characters: Dean, Sam, OMC
Genre/pairing: Gen, with past non-con, casefic
Rating: R
Word-count: 21,000
Spoilers: up through season 2
Warnings: past sexual abuse, language, buckets worth of angst
Summary: Back in 1992 the Winchesters spent a summer with an old hunter in Louisiana. Dean never told anyone about what happened during those nights, when John was out and Sammy was asleep. Now, they need to go back there on a hunt and Sam should really stop asking questions and throwing worried glances Dean's way. Dean's is fine. Not like he was traumatized or anything.
Reccer: anonymous
Reccer’s comments: This is one of my favorite Big Bangs of 2011. It’s an emotionally tense, gripping case-fic that has Sam finding out a big secret about his brother.

➽ This post was compiled by [livejournal.com profile] maypoles and is posted under this account for organizational purposes.
[identity profile] princess-aleera.livejournal.com
Title: Sing Me to Sleep
Author: [livejournal.com profile] princess_aleera
Word count: ~ 1,000
Spoilers: No spoilers! AU!
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: implied child abuse(brief), non-con, dark themes, prostitution, crossdressing(non-consensual)
Disclaimer: Don't own, don't sue.
Characters: Dean, Sam, Gabriel, Castiel, Azazel, Alistair, mentions of John
Pairings: sort-of unrequited Dean/Castiel, Dean/Alistair(non-con), implied Dean/OMCs
A/N: A small drabble I wrote months ago, and realized might fit in this comm.

Summary: I will always choose Sam.

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