hoodie_time | Entries tagged with abandonment issues

boysinperil.livejournal.com

It's only the first chapter, and it's not quite edited the way I want it to be, but I also want feedback on my voice and pacing, etc. So! Please go listen and let me know what you think!

On AO3

pineapplefan92.livejournal.com

Title: Blur
Author: pineapplefan92
Rating: T
Characters: Sam, Dean
Summary:"Ever since she came back, that image I created of her keeps becoming more and more blurred. A-And I don't think it's ever going to come back into focus." Tag to Episode 12x13, Family Feud. [Features emotional pain for both Dean AND Sam.]

Posted on: FF.net | AO3

kalliel

Title: Talking Points
Genre: gen, headspace, episode tag
Characters: Dean (POV), Sam; Mary, Jody
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: ~1500
Summary: After breakfast, after Canada. 12x06 "Celebrating the Life of Asa Fox" tag

You know her now like you lived John then.

kalliel

Title: After the People Lights Have Gone Off
Genre: gen, angst, 12x04 "American Nightmare" tag
Characters: Dean (POV), Sam
Rating: G
Word Count: ~1100
Warnings: implied/referenced alcohol abuse/alcoholism
Summary: Sam and Dean take a pitstop on the way home.

Sam still hasn't asked him why he's not dead. Dean still hasn't tried to explain.

kalliel

Title: Childhood I
Genre: gen, pre-9x04 "Slumber Party," exhausted Dean headspace
Characters: Dean (POV), Kevin; Linda and John by extension; a bit of Sam
Rating: R
Word Count: ~3,700
Warnings:

masturbation, brief non-explicit mentions of past underage, talk of prostitution

Summary: What happens on the "Dean and Kevin go get falafel" trip stays in the "Dean and Kevin go get falafel" trip.

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Title: Childhood III
Genre: gen, 9x23 "Do You Believe In Miracles?" tag
Characters: John (POV), Dean; Millie Winchester (pre-series)
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: ~3100
Warnings:

use of racial slurs/the Vietnam War/Red Scare rhetoric, reference to suicide (non canon character)

Summary: In the moment between Dean's soul failing to ascend to Heaven, and Dean's soul returning to Earth a demon, John catches it. And, inasmuch as one can speak to an amorphous ball of sound and light and memory, they have a chat.

NB: Childhood is a three-part series set across S9 about childhood, parenthood, and how they weave into one another. Each part is thematically connected to the others, but can stand alone!

crowroad3.livejournal.com

Title: Vespers
Author: crowroad3
Genre: gen, Deanangst, kitchen-sink litany
Characters: Dean, Cas, Sam
Rating: G
Warnings/Spoilers: S11, 11 x09
Word Count: 1,000+
Summary: Who do you pray to when your brother’s gone to hell, and the sun’s going down.
(or: a short history of prayer, Winchester-style)

AO3
LJ

sw0rdy.livejournal.com

Title: Heaven Talks, But Not to Me
Author:

sw0rdy
Pairing: Sam/Dean (eventually)
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 6,638
Summary: Dean says yes to Michael and together they avert the apocalypse. Now he and Sam have got the opportunity to lead normal lives, but Dean’s reluctant to let Michael go...
Author's Note: Majestic_duxk wanted brotherly angels and I'm sorry that this may only loosely address your prompts, hon, but if it's any consolation, this hardened gen writer wrote Wincest for you! :) I also must say a HUGE thank you to my wonderful, wonderful beta

thruterryseyes, who never batted an eyelid when, barely a day ago I emailed her going 'arghhhh, can you look over this for me please? BTW, it's got to be posted by Christmas!' Not only did she wave her magic wand over it, she also did art. Seriously, hon, you're awesome. Anyway, all that's left for me to say (since it's after midnight here in the UK) is MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

Heaven Talks, But Not to Me

frozen_delight

Title: The Rose-Colored Glasses of Life
Author:

frozen_delight
Category: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean, Maria | Gholandria (from 8x11)
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: ~ 5000
Warnings: Mentions of alcoholism and suicidal ideation. Multiple POVs. Spoilers for all aired episodes.
Author’s Notes: Many thanks to my awesome beta

anactoria for all her swift and thoughtful support and hand-holding, as well as to the lovely

misplaced_ad who ameri-picked this fic, was full of useful suggestions and prompted me to do some serious research on cocktail rims.
The title of the story is taken from Scott Fitzgerald’s The Beautiful and the Damned.
Written for the lovely

sw0rdy for this year's

spn_summergen challenge.

Summary: There’s no such thing as Retiring From Hunting Monsters For Dummies.

Read here: LJ | AO3 | FF.net

frozen_delight

Title: A Walk in Space
Author:

frozen_delight
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Angst, incest, bloodplay, bondage, consent issues.
Spoilers: Up to and including 10x14 “The Executioner’s Song”.
Word count: ~ 12,300
Beta: My eternal gratitude (and some ducks) to the fantastic

misplaced_ad who actually went through this monster of a fic twice. All remaining mistakes are mine of course.
Summary: Being together with Sam was like a walk in space without protective suit or oxygen tank. More often than not, Dean felt like he was drifting among the stars, weightless, breathless, completely out of his element.

Read here: LJ | AO3

anactoria.livejournal.com

Title: Take Me To The Bridge
Author:

anactoria
Artist:

little_jade
Characters: Dean, Sam, Cas, OCs
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Animal cruelty.
Word count: 23,000
Summary: It’s supposed to be a routine hunt. A few farm animals mutilated a few towns over. It sounds like the work of some two-bit demon—just another day at the office for two experienced hunters and an angel.
But this case is closer to home than it seems. Before long, Dean is in the clutches of a dangerous spirit, and Sam and Cas must try to end an ancient family feud before the whole town—and Dean—gets caught in the crossfire.

LJ | AO3 | Art masterpost

thruterryseyes.livejournal.com

Author: Gaelicspirit
Artist: Thruterryseyes

Click the picture to go to the full size art.
Summary: Missing Scene from 10.23, Brother's Keeper. Before The Darkness, after Death, there were moments only witnessed by two brothers. Removing a Mark placed by God is not done without consequences.

Gaelic wasn't able to post the art with the story so I'm posting it seperately. She sent it to me to beta and it was so good I had to do art for it.
The story should be right below this post to read but if it isn't click the link to go there.

Link to story: http://gaelicspirit.livejournal.com/182815.html

gaelicspirit.livejournal.com

Title: East of Eden
Fandom: Supernatural
Author: gaelicspirit
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Dean, Sam - GEN

Summary: Missing Scene from 10.23, Brother's Keeper. Before The Darkness, after Death, there were moments only witnessed by two brothers. Removing a Mark placed by God is not done without consequences.

Disclaimer/Warning: They're not mine. More's the pity. The title is in reference to Nod, the land where Cain lived after Abel's death, rather than the James Dean movie by the same name.

Current Mood: curious
Current Location: Denver hotel room
Current Music: Everything Changes by Staind

twin-feathers.livejournal.com

Title: Never have I ever

Author: twin_feathers

Genre/Pairing: Gen, Hurt/Comfort, Voicemail-fix, Family, Friendship

Rating: PG 13 for bad language and mentions of past abuse and violence

Word Count: 8434 words

Disclaimer: I don't own the show or its characters.

Summary: When a harmless drinking game among friends takes a turn for the worse, the boys are faced with unresolved issues from the past.

A/N: Takes place before Kevin's death, so prob. season 7 or 8. Around that time ;)

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thruterryseyes.livejournal.com

Artist:

thruterryseyes
Story: Memento Mori
Genre: major hurt/comfort (What else)
Warnings: includes dog (sorta) attack, no slash
Characters: Sam,Dean, sorta dog

Me again with more new cover art. And again I think I already posted this on here a while back. Just something new to go with the story. Read story or not as you are so inclined. Either way, enjoy the art. Click the pic to make it bigger.

If you want to read the story it's at this link.
http://www.thruterryseyes.com/memento-mori.html

toratio.livejournal.com

Title: Faith
Pairing: Gen
Author:

toratio
Rating: PG
Word Count: 140
Summary: It's time for Sam to grow up
Disclaimer: I don't own Supernatural, or its characters, but I do have slippers and an oatmeal spoon!
Warning: Minor spoilers for ep 10x12, angst

Just a short little ficlet idea that came to me after the beginning of 'About A Boy'. I haven't posted to this comm much, but it seemed the right place for it.

( I believe )

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Location: Flinders Uni

procrastin8or9.livejournal.com

Title: To Repair Broken Men
Rating: PG-13? Language
Word Count: 3099
Characters: Dean, Sam, John
Genre: Gen
Summary: Written for the prompt at hoodie_time by

sameuspegasus: Pre-series: Dad and Sam keep fighting. Dean can't fix his family, so he fixes things around the crappy apartment they are staying in eg. shelves, washing machine, heater/air conditioner.

Hope it satisfies! Happy New Year!

badbastion.livejournal.com

Title: Ballad for the Boy King
Authors:

badbastion &

thursdaysisters
Genre: casefic
Rating: PG-13
Pairings: Sam/Dean pre-slash, Sam/Lucifer if you squint
Spoilers: None. Set vaguely in S5
Warnings/Content: Mostly Gen, boyking!Sam, cursed!Dean, angst, Hell, h/c, possession, brotherly love, shifting POV. About 17k words.
Summary: Dean is cursed by Michael, and the brothers must travel to Hell while trapped in a tower of eternal darkness. All ways are open to the Boyking. Brotherly angst, blood magic, and boyking shenanigans ensue.

Read it on AO3 :)

frozen_delight

Title: Still Here I Carry My Old Delicious Burdens
Author:

frozen_delight
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: Teen and Up Audiences
Warnings: Mild depictions of violence. Canon typical levels of angst and John Winchester appreciation. :)
Word count: ~ 2300
Beta: Many, many thanks to the fantastic

anactoria for her generous and thoughtful help and advice. All remaining mistakes are mine of course.
Summary: “I get it.” Dean twisted the silver knife, watching her snake-like eyes bulge with pain and then go glassy. As he roughly pulled out the knife, she crumpled bonelessly over her partner’s dead body. Panting, he stared down at their ashen, reptilian corpses, and his mouth tasted of copper and his tongue felt numb, as though he hadn’t used it in a month. “Why you hunt in pairs.”
Set pre-series, though the inspiration for this story is a detail mentioned in 7x11 Adventures in Babysitting: While Sam is at Stanford, Dean has a run-in with a pair of vetalas.

A/N: For my dear friend

canonisrelative. Merry Christmas!

Read here on LJ, or on AO3 and FF.net

deansamcas.livejournal.com

Title: Things Fall Apart
Rating: R
Word Count: 25.5K
Characters: Dean, Sam, Cas, John, Bobby
Pairings: Gen
Warnings: Child abuse, implied prostitution, show level violence and blasphemy, swearing.
Spoilers: Seasons 2 to 5. Season 8.
Disclaimer: None of the characters are mine, I'm just playing with them. The title is from Chinua Achebe's book, a book I highly recommend.

Summary: When given his duty of guarding the First Seal, Castiel expects the Righteous Man and his Boy King brother. He does not expect to find two boys who fight and tease and defend each other over and over again. While Castiel may know a lot about fate and destiny, he’s about to learn a little bit about free will.

Author Note: This story wouldn't be half of what it is if it weren't for my amazing betas, mb64 and

katzenspn. They are both a delight to work with and have been a huge help in pointing out my Britishisms and generally highlighting the numerous times I've written something completely idiotic. Any mistakes that remain are wholly mine as I honestly think these two girls can't go wrong.

Another huge thank you to the artist that collaborated with me:

uke_sama_sensei. Her artwork truly brings this story to life and it was an absolute pleasure to work with her. Her art masterpost can be found here.

Please leave me your thoughts. Feedback is hugely appreciated.

Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven

kalliel

Title: Beauty I
Genre: gen, stream of consciousness
Characters: Dean (POV), the Impala, Sam
Word Count: ~3700
Rating: thematic R
Warnings: because the fic itself is gen, warning for brief m/m insinuations; trigger warning for extensive imagination of suicide
Summary: What to do when you might be beyond salvage, and how to tell your brother.
Notes: 10x05 "Fan Fiction" tag, slightly inflected with 3x10 "Dream a Little Dream of Me" and 10x07 "Girls, Girls, Girls." It also fills my

spnspiration bingo squares for "future tense" and "non-linearity." Serves as prequel to Beauty II, which is a short 10x06 tag.

What Dean imagines vibrantly before him takes the form of engine oil and brand new gaskets, pumping steel and bright red, arterial wires. For a moment, Dean loses himself to a fantasy of cotter pins and bearing cups. He wants, he realizes. He really wants.

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Entries tagged with abandonment issues

Podfic of Sharlot's Jai Guru Deva Om

[Fic] Blur

[Fic] Talking Points - Dean (POV), Sam, Mary, Jody; 12x06 tag

[Fic] After the People Lights Have Gone Off

[Fic] 2 fics - Childhood I & III - Dean&Kevin, Dean&John

Fic: Vespers

Fic: Heaven Talks, But Not to Me

Fic: The Rose-Colored Glasses of Life

Fic: A Walk in Space

Fic: Take Me To The Bridge

Cover Art for East of Eden

Fic: East of Eden, PG-13, Dean, Sam, - GEN

SPN Fic: Never have I ever (Sam, Dean, gen)

Artpost: New Cover art Momento Mori

Fic: Faith

Prompt Fill: To Repair Broken Men

Ballad for the Boy King [Sam+Dean, PG-13]

Fic: Still Here I Carry My Old Delicious Burdens (Dean, John, Sam,T, Gen)

Fic: Things Fall Apart

[Fic] Beauty I - the Impala, Dean, Sam; stream of consciousness; 10x05 tag

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