[identity profile] sw0rdy.livejournal.com
Title: The Man in the Alley

Rating: PG-13

Word count: 3,457

Warnings: Post-Purgatory extremely traumatised Dean, physical injuries.

Author’s note: This is a prequel to 'You've Done All the Things That Could Kill You Somehow'.

Summary: “I know you’re scared, but I want you to trust me.”

In all her nursing career, she's never had a patient like this.

Posted on LJ here and at AO3 here

[identity profile] ever-dimming.livejournal.com
Title: Untitled [Dean, nightmare]
Author: ever_dimming
Category: Gen
Rating: teen and up (not familiar with the rating system, sorry)
Characters: Dean, Sam
Warnings: See tags, but nothing we don't see in / know from the Show
Disclaimer: Supernatural, its characters, plot lines etc. belong to their awesome creators. I am only suggesting fun new ways in which those beloved characters could suffer even more.

If for no other reason, Sam believes in the existence of a god because there has GOT to be some twisted sense of humor behind giving night terrors to a man who sleeps with a gun under his pillow.
Dean is in no condition to appreciate the irony, though

Gen, post 1.09. The week following their visit to their childhood home is hard, and one night Dean suffers a massive nightmare. Sam tries to help -- not like he hasn't been through this with Dean before -- but this one hurts in whole new ways.

[identity profile] anniespinkhouse.livejournal.com
Title: Toast
Author: [livejournal.com profile] anniespinkhouse
Category: Gen. Pre-series.
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, John Winchester
Rating: R
Warnings: Traumatized Dean, angst

Summary: Inspired by a post on Tumblr wondering what past event led to Sam's S1 comment about John, which Dean doesn't defend - "...the man can't work a toaster."

{LJ} {AO3}
[identity profile] sw0rdy.livejournal.com
Title: Fearless Was My Middle Name (But Somewhere There I Lost My Way)

Summary: He feels tired and beaten down, like one more disaster will propel him into a tailspin that he can't pull up from. How does he say, I wish I was sick again, because you were better, even though he knows Dean's 'better' was unsustainable.

Rating: PG-13

Genre/pairing: Gen

Spoilers: Up to the end of Season 7.

Warnings: Bad language, show-level violence, mental health issues.

Word count: 4,185

Author’s Note: Sequel to 'You've Done All the Things That Could Kill You Somehow'. Follows on directly from Just Because I’m Losing, Doesn’t Mean I’m Lost. Thank you once again to [livejournal.com profile] thruterryseyes for the beta and the cover art. This series is so much better for all your input!

[identity profile] ever-dimming.livejournal.com
Holy crap, it's been a long time since I posted here (I think my last post was a catatonic!Dean fic for one of the memes roughly two years ago. Geez). Health issues have derailed my life and I stopped writing; been trying to get back into it, since I'm bedridden most of the time now and in need of comfort. *End of sob story*

Anyways, this is just a testing-the-waters, short, gen fic featuring a very drunk Dean, a protective Sam and a, well, Castiel-like Cas.

Summary: Gen, post-hell, so around late season four, minus the demon blood arc. Dean has been back a while, but that doesn't mean hell doesn't catch up with him sometimes. Sam and Cas deal as best they can.

Warnings: Language, alcohol abuse, angst; short, non-graphic reference to past torture.

Disclaimer: Supernatural, its characters, plot lines etc. belong to their awesome creators. I am only suggesting fun new ways in which those beloved characters could suffer even more.

Cas finds himself going stone still as Dean blinks hazily up at his brother, eyes bloodshot and unfocused.
"I c- - I can't do, do th- this anymore. Lemme go. I'm done, Sammy. O - - okay? Imma go, because, because - - "
Sam's own breath stutters as he waits. The room is silent, a distant siren the only interruption as the man in the bed struggles to find the words that elude him in coherence. Some things Dean can never say sober.

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[personal profile] frozen_delight
SPN Reverse Bang Challenge 2015
Prompt Number: S2027
Art Title: CRACK |-| Artist: [livejournal.com profile] zephyrchrysalis

Fic Title: CRACK |-| Author: [livejournal.com profile] frozen_delight

Fandom/Genre: SPN, Angst |-| Pairing(s): Gen. Dean, Sam, Amara
Rating: PG-13 |-| Word Count: ~ 6800
Warnings: Dark themes. Spoilers up to and including 11x06 “Our Little World”.

Summary: The Darkness is coming. It’s so peaceful. It’s coming for all of us.
Post-11x06 AU in which Dean is hit by a crying curse and nothing is the same.

Art Link(s): Graphics - LJ |-| Fic Link(s): LJ | AO3
[identity profile] yohkobennington.livejournal.com
Author:[livejournal.com profile] yohkobennington
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: R
Word-count: 2k
Summary: They say revenge is a plate best served cold. Sam can wait to have his feast.
Warnings: Underage (Sam is 17). Mention of a future non-con situation. Gore. Murder. Semi-public sex. Mention of Child abuse.
Notes: Written for [livejournal.com profile] salt_burn_porn 2015.
[identity profile] sw0rdy.livejournal.com
Title: Every Day is Exactly the Same
Author: [livejournal.com profile] sw0rdy
Artist: [livejournal.com profile] liliaeth
Rating: R
Warnings: Bad language, show level violence.
Word Count: 72,800
Spoilers For Season 10
Author's Notes: Written for the 2015 [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_bigbang. My heartfelt thanks goes to the wonderful [livejournal.com profile] thruterryseyes who has betaed the fic and helped shape it into the story it is now. After some last-minute alterations, any remaining errors are mine. She’s probably very glad it’s time to post it as she’ll kill me if I fiddle with it anymore! Thank you, hon. Seriously, you've been awesome. The wonderful art to accompany the story is by Liliaeth. Check out her masterpost here

Summary: Set over several years, starting in Season 10, directly after 'The Things We Left Behind'. Shaken by the massacre of the loan sharks and with no way to remove the Mark of Cain, Dean agrees to the next best alternative: retirement. Their peaceful new life doesn't last long however. When Abaddon abducts Dean after securing the First Blade, she’s got the perfect new weapon of mass destruction to take Hell from Crowley. Sam battles to rescue Dean who must then endure withdrawal from the Mark’s effects within the bunker’s panic room.

Fearful of the same happening again, Dean gets himself detained in a secure psychiatric hospital where he convinces the doctors that he’s got paranoid schizophrenia. Reluctantly respecting his brother’s wishes, Sam goes back to studying law and leaves Dean where he wants to be. Three years later, while still looking for a way to remove the Mark, Sam stumbles across a prophecy that Lucifer will rise and will only be stopped by the bearer of the Mark, forcing Dean leave his hiding place and take up the Blade one last time...

Fic on LJ

Fic at AO3

ART Masterpost


[identity profile] thruterryseyes.livejournal.com
Artist: [livejournal.com profile] thruterryseyes
Story: and reality snarled...
Genre: emotional/ psychological hurt
Warnings: fire, burning
Characters: Sam, Dean

Summary: Dean is forced to face the inevitable.
Same old same old.  Read story or not as you are so inclined. Either way, enjoy the art. Click the pic to make it bigger.

If you want to read the story it's at this link.

reality snarled copy
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[personal profile] frozen_delight
Title: The New York Story
Author: frozen_delight
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Angst. Incest. Dark themes.
Spoilers: Up to and including 10x09 “The Things We Left Behind”.
Word count: ~ 4600
Beta: Many, many thanks to the fabulous canonisrelative who was once again incredibly kind and supportive and unbelievably quick. All remaining mistakes are mine of course.
Summary: To Sam it was always The New York Story.

A/N: Coda to 10x09 because I thought it was interesting that Dean’s reactions to the “John Winchester in New York” tale were quite different than Sam’s, and because I felt that the actions of teenager!Dean were wildly OOC, and could only be explained by the fact that this was the “sanitized for Sammy” version rather than what actually happened.

Read here on LJ, or on AO3 and FF.net
[identity profile] freya922.livejournal.com
Title: Lady Madonna
Author: Freya922
Pairing: Gen
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Adult language, angst
Word Count: 4,600+
Summary: After the family moves on short notice, Mary realizes their new home is inhabited by a ghost with an alarming fixation on three-and-a-half-year-old Dean. She has to take care of the situation while keeping John in the dark. A story of wee!Dean in danger originally posted as part of the 2014 Summergen fix exchange.

Read it here.
[identity profile] aryyuna89.livejournal.com
Title: I promise (AO3/FFN/LJ/Italian version)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] aryyuna89
Characters: Dean, Sam, Castiel, Claire.
Genre/pairing: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Gen
Rating: T
Word-count: 3883
Spoilers: 10x09.
Summary: He wouldn't lose his brother. Not again. Episode 10x09 "The things we left behind" coda.
Disclaimer: Sadly, Supernatural doesn’t belong to me.
[identity profile] spn-passenger.livejournal.com

Title: Without You (The Tears Dry)
Author:[livejournal.com profile] spn_passenger
Artist:[livejournal.com profile] kj_svala
Rating:R for depressing, suicidal thoughts, also mentions of self-harm.
Warnings: Depressing, suicidal thoughts, also mentions of self-harm. Set in season 8, spoilers for 9x03.
Word Count:56,088
Summary:Sam makes an unexpected discovery about Dean. He's keeping a secret journal, in shape of series of cassettes, for times he wasn't feeling so well. Maybe he didn’t know Dean as well as he thought he did. But, suicide notes were the last thing on his mind.
Notes: Special thanks to [livejournal.com profile] madsthehunter for going over this story and being the best and awesomest beta known in the history of mankind!!! And wow, I'm blown away by the arts[livejournal.com profile] kj_svala made for me. I'm so excited overall and it's like tons and tons of virtual cookies for me.

Art MasterPost

Chapter 1| Chapter 2| Chapter 3| Chapter 4| Chapter 5
Chapter 6| Chapter 7| Chapter 8| Chapter 9| Chapter 10
Chapter 11| Chapter 12| Chapter 13| Chapter 14| Chapter 15
Chapter 16| Chapter 17| Chapter 18| Chapter 19| Chapter 20
Chapter 21| Epilogue| Alternate Ending

Download from mediafire: Without You (The Tears Dry)
Read from: Fanfiction.net| AO3

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[personal profile] kalliel
Title: Beauty I
Genre: gen, stream of consciousness
Characters: Dean (POV), the Impala, Sam
Word Count: ~3700
Rating: thematic R
Warnings: because the fic itself is gen, warning for brief m/m insinuations; trigger warning for extensive imagination of suicide
Summary: What to do when you might be beyond salvage, and how to tell your brother.
Notes: 10x05 "Fan Fiction" tag, slightly inflected with 3x10 "Dream a Little Dream of Me" and 10x07 "Girls, Girls, Girls." It also fills my [livejournal.com profile] spnspiration bingo squares for "future tense" and "non-linearity." Serves as prequel to Beauty II, which is a short 10x06 tag.

What Dean imagines vibrantly before him takes the form of engine oil and brand new gaskets, pumping steel and bright red, arterial wires. For a moment, Dean loses himself to a fantasy of cotter pins and bearing cups. He wants, he realizes. He really wants.
[identity profile] jj1564.livejournal.com
Title: Promises, Promises - Part Two
Rating: PG13
Word Count: 7336 part two;15219 total
Warnings: Mild violence, psychological trauma and swearing.
Author’s Notes: This is based on the following prompt “Quitting hunting was the easy part, after the injury/aches and pains/psychological toll. It was adapting to the mundane that was difficult. That’s why Dean started hunting on the sly again. That’s the only reason.”
Thank you to my wonderful, patient, heard-working beta for being so kind and helpful.
Summary: Dean sets off to find the thing that took Julia's sister and Castiel him. What happens on the hunt and in the aftermath makes Dean re-evaluate his life.

Originally posted by [livejournal.com profile] jj1564 at My Summergen Entry - "Promises, Promises" - Part Two


Read here... )
[identity profile] jj1564.livejournal.com
Title: Promises, Promises - Part One
Rating: PG13
Word Count: 7738 part one; 15219 total
Warnings: Mild violence, psychological trauma and swearing.
Author’s Notes: This is based on [livejournal.com profile] quadrant_of_sky 's prompt “Quitting hunting was the easy part, after the injury/aches and pains/psychological toll. It was adapting to the mundane that was difficult. That’s why Dean started hunting on the sly again. That’s the only reason.” Thank you to my wonderful, patient, heard-working beta for being so kind and helpful.
Summary: A year after Dean died and became a demon, the brothers have retired and are attempting a “normal” life. Sam is back at Stanford studying and dating a girl, Dean is working in a local bar. Dean has been saved and brought back but has some lasting damage from the Mark.

Originally posted by [livejournal.com profile] jj1564 at My Summergen Entry - "Promises, Promises" - Part One

sad dean (kevin)
Read here... )
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[personal profile] kalliel
1. On a Steel Horse
Author: [livejournal.com profile] glorious_spoon
Genre: gen, post-canon (S9)
Characters: Dean, the Impala
Tags: death (temporary), demon!Dean
Rating: PG
Word Count: ~1600
Summary: It’s already too late by the time I rise up through the layers of twilight to the crossroads that called me. The big car is little more than a twisted heap of scrap metal, the smell of burning antifreeze overpowering the fading scent of lilies on the evening breeze.
Reccer's Notes: This is the perfect ghost story. This is a perfect story. And you have to read this. For more detailed, but slightly spoilery, praise of this fic, here's the comment I wrote in response to it.

2. Fight Club
Author: [livejournal.com profile] beesandbrews
Genre: gen, pre-series, character study, hurt/comfort
Characters: Dean, Sam
Tags: bruising/internal damage, injuries (misc.), pain, caretaker!Dean, wound tending
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: ~2800
Summary: The brothers are left to their own devices while John is working a job in a neighboring town. They're short on cash and Sam is a growing boy with a hollow leg. Dean remembers what's that's like, so when he finds a way to pad his wallet that doesn't involve fifteen minutes in a back alley with a stranger, he goes for it.
Reccer's Notes: There's this hard-hitting, glorious, masculine sensation to this. The piece (and its subject) are wild, but practiced, and mediated by a certain sort of care that I find very distinctive of the piece, relative to others with a similar subject matter, and to Dean as a character. This is one of those fics that takes a mere 3k and nails something vital yet underexplored about Dean--past and present--and doesn't flinch.

3. Kin & Keeper
Author: [livejournal.com profile] steeplechasers
Genre: slash, memory play; romance; hurt/comfort; canon AU (post-s5—Sam is not raised from Hell)
Characters: Dean, Lisa, Ben, Castiel, Sam
Pairings: Sam/Dean; Dean/Lisa
Tags: grief, alcoholism, depression, post-traumatic stress, hallucinations, abandonment issues, dissociation, whatever the opposite of repressed memories is
Rating: R
Word Count: ~107k
Warnings: discussion of canon character death; child abuse and neglect; sexual content
Summary: On May 5th, 1983, an infant boy is carried for the first time through the doorway of a house in Lawrence, Kansas.

This is Dean’s first memory of his brother. There are others. They are vivid, angry, and relentless—and now, six months after Sam’s leap into Hell, they are coming to him with alarming frequency. He’s trying his best to live the easy apple-pie life he swore himself to, but the more he remembers, the harder it gets to ignore Sam’s shadow filling up the corners of Lisa Braeden’s house. What’s worse, he has no idea what the onslaught of these memories portend—or in what ways they will change him.

Reccer's Notes: This is the first fic I've read that was over 60k or so--I tend not to read fic I can't finish in a single sitting--but if you're like me, and hesitant about the long stuff, you should read this one anyway. It's brilliantly moody and atmospheric, but never in ways that detach the reader from the characters and situations at hand. It's a picture of mourning in adulthood as much as it is one of living in childhood, and both present (that is, post-S5) and pre-series storylines wend together toward a climax that's really just masterful. I didn't want it to ever end, and I'd definitely read it again. For more detailed, but slightly spoilery, praise of this fic, here's the comment I wrote in response to it.
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[personal profile] kalliel
Title: Barn Burning
Genre: gen, hurt/comfort, S7
Characters: Dean (POV), Sam
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: ~9600 (what is comment!fic???)
Summary: Dean trips on one goddamn tree branch and somehow everything just tailspins. Sam tries his best to weather the storm; Dean... doesn't, really. Takes place between 7x08 "Season Seven, Time for a Wedding" and 7x09 "How to Win Friends and Influence Monsters."
Warnings: depression, suicidal ideation, mental breakdown/psychotic episode, wild defamatory accusations, worst cooking ever
Notes: This fic was finished for a prompt on [livejournal.com profile] hoodie_time about Dean's broken leg, and its subsequent complications. Because we all know that persisted for more than fifteen minutes worth of episode! XP The prompter asked for gen and pain and mobility issues and snark, to which I added S7 levels of psychological overload, because we also all know that's a scale that wouldn't have been difficult to tip. Additional emotional hurt/exhaustion/caretaker!anger/angst for Sam, too.

You have to tell someone how bad it really is. )

[identity profile] volta1228.livejournal.com
Title: Legend (Demon Dean/Mark of Cain)
Artist: Scarlett ([livejournal.com profile] volta1228)
Characters: Dean
Genre/pairing: Gen / No Pairing
Type/medium: Video
Rating: PG-13
Spoilers: Season 9; all the way through to 9x23.
Disclaimer: I don't own Dean Winchester or Supernatural, darn it!
Warnings: None

Description: What happens when a legendary hunter becomes an urban legend of his own?
Dean Winchester finds out.

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