To Try and Break Me Down

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Title: To Try and Break Me Down
Rating: R
Wordcount: 5100
Disclaimer: Not my boys. Kripke broke them long before I ever got to them.
Summary: John thinks he’s teaching Dean to fully consider the consequences of his actions, but Dean is slowly twisting and turning it into something completely different.

Warnings: Abuse, buckets worth of angst, John's belt, Winchester swearing. Don't read this if you think John was a spare the rod kind of father.


For a minute John thinks about refusing. A cold fist closes around his heart and he knows whatever it is he's been trying to teach Dean, the boy's been learning a very different lesson.