Fic: if it hurts, we're doing it to ourselves

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Title: if it hurts, we're doing it to ourselves
Author: alwaysenduphere
Rating: R
Characters/Pairing: implied Dean/Alastair, implied Sam/Lucifer
Word-count: ~1300
Spoilers: all aired S7 episodes
Warnings: torture, implied self-harm, dark themes, etc etc everything that goes along with Alastair and hell.
Summary: You haven't seen him in awhile, Alastair. But lately, you've been watching Sam.
Notes: second person pov because that's what i dooo. i really want sam and dean to swap hell stories on the show can you tell? written for hoodie_time's h/c challenge numero 6 (original prompt). title is part of a line from Road Music by Richard Siken. thank youu jacyevans for looking it over and being awesome as usual.

Sure, it's good to feel things, and if it hurts, we're doing it to ourselves, or so the saying goes

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whoops, thanks for pointing that out! looks like i had an extra http in there.