[Fic] Dew Point - Dean (POV), Sam, Ezekiel; hurt/comfort, 9x08 tag, deluge of watery imagery

[kalliel]

Title: Dew Point [AO3]
Genre: gen, angst, hurt/comfort (Dean)
Characters: Dean, Sam, Ezekiel; mentions of Suzy, Kevin, & Crowley
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: major depression, past suicidal ideation, mental instability, dissociation
Word Count: ~3000
Summary: The memory floats above him like a plastic tarp over a swimming pool, nauseating and heavy and full of the taste of chlorine.
Notes: 9x08 coda/"Dean in S9 so far" fic, in which Dean is exactly the scattered, incoherent mess he surely seems to Sam right now. I'm sorry; I'm the H in a Dean H/Cer. It's just what we do. XP

And for an instant Dean is glad, Dean is desperately glad, that Sam's not here right now to see this.