[identity profile] sw0rdy.livejournal.com
Title: The Man in the Alley

Rating: PG-13

Word count: 3,457

Warnings: Post-Purgatory extremely traumatised Dean, physical injuries.

Author’s note: This is a prequel to 'You've Done All the Things That Could Kill You Somehow'.

Summary: “I know you’re scared, but I want you to trust me.”

In all her nursing career, she's never had a patient like this.

Posted on LJ here and at AO3 here

[identity profile] sw0rdy.livejournal.com
Title: Fearless Was My Middle Name (But Somewhere There I Lost My Way)

Summary: He feels tired and beaten down, like one more disaster will propel him into a tailspin that he can't pull up from. How does he say, I wish I was sick again, because you were better, even though he knows Dean's 'better' was unsustainable.

Rating: PG-13

Genre/pairing: Gen

Spoilers: Up to the end of Season 7.

Warnings: Bad language, show-level violence, mental health issues.

Word count: 4,185

Author’s Note: Sequel to 'You've Done All the Things That Could Kill You Somehow'. Follows on directly from Just Because I’m Losing, Doesn’t Mean I’m Lost. Thank you once again to [livejournal.com profile] thruterryseyes for the beta and the cover art. This series is so much better for all your input!

[identity profile] pineapplefan92.livejournal.com
Title: What We Need
Author: [livejournal.com profile] pineapplefan92

Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Angst
Category: Gen
Rating: T
Characters: Dean, Sam
Summary: It's the dead of the night when it happens. Coda to Episode 11x17, Red Meat.
Status: Complete

Read it here: FF.net | AO3
[identity profile] ever-dimming.livejournal.com
Holy crap, it's been a long time since I posted here (I think my last post was a catatonic!Dean fic for one of the memes roughly two years ago. Geez). Health issues have derailed my life and I stopped writing; been trying to get back into it, since I'm bedridden most of the time now and in need of comfort. *End of sob story*

Anyways, this is just a testing-the-waters, short, gen fic featuring a very drunk Dean, a protective Sam and a, well, Castiel-like Cas.

Summary: Gen, post-hell, so around late season four, minus the demon blood arc. Dean has been back a while, but that doesn't mean hell doesn't catch up with him sometimes. Sam and Cas deal as best they can.

Warnings: Language, alcohol abuse, angst; short, non-graphic reference to past torture.

Disclaimer: Supernatural, its characters, plot lines etc. belong to their awesome creators. I am only suggesting fun new ways in which those beloved characters could suffer even more.

Cas finds himself going stone still as Dean blinks hazily up at his brother, eyes bloodshot and unfocused.
"I c- - I can't do, do th- this anymore. Lemme go. I'm done, Sammy. O - - okay? Imma go, because, because - - "
Sam's own breath stutters as he waits. The room is silent, a distant siren the only interruption as the man in the bed struggles to find the words that elude him in coherence. Some things Dean can never say sober.



Apr. 2nd, 2016 06:53 pm
[identity profile] sweetcornjesus.livejournal.com
Title: Spat out
Author: friendlydeathray
Genre: H/C
Characters/Pairings: Sam, Dean, no slash
Warnings: Language
Spoilers: Spoilers for S11 ep. 17
Word count: 4678
Summary: CODA to S11 EP 17 'RED MEAT' - After Dean's drug over dose he starts to experience some serious side effects that land him in urgent care. Sam has no idea what is wrong with his brother and when he finally finds out the truth about what Dean did, Dean's insecurities and mental health issues have to be spoken about.
Authors note:
I wrote this cause everything 'human' in this show goes without human consequence lol like you don't just over dose, not get any real follow up medical attention and just go home all fine and dandy! Also wrote this cause I like to make dean cry heh

[identity profile] sw0rdy.livejournal.com
Title: Stuck in Reverse
Summary: Dean thinks he’s doing better. Sam’s not so sure...
Rating: PG-13
Genre/pairing: Gen
Spoilers: Up to the end of Season 7.
Warnings: Bad language, show-level violence, mental health issues.
Word count: 8,019
Author’s Note: Sequel to 'You've Done All the Things That Could Kill You Somehow'. Obviously it would make sense to read that first, but in a nutshell, Dean is back from Purgatory thanks to a ritual Sam found, but there are two problems: he's damaged both mentally and physically and he's reappeared on the other side of the world. Now released from the hospital, the boys are settling into life in the English countryside to continue Dean's recovery...

Thanks as always to [livejournal.com profile] thruterryseyes for the beta. Any remaining mistakes are mine. :)

Stuck in Reverse
[identity profile] sw0rdy.livejournal.com
Title: Every Day is Exactly the Same
Author: [livejournal.com profile] sw0rdy
Artist: [livejournal.com profile] liliaeth
Rating: R
Warnings: Bad language, show level violence.
Word Count: 72,800
Spoilers For Season 10
Author's Notes: Written for the 2015 [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_bigbang. My heartfelt thanks goes to the wonderful [livejournal.com profile] thruterryseyes who has betaed the fic and helped shape it into the story it is now. After some last-minute alterations, any remaining errors are mine. She’s probably very glad it’s time to post it as she’ll kill me if I fiddle with it anymore! Thank you, hon. Seriously, you've been awesome. The wonderful art to accompany the story is by Liliaeth. Check out her masterpost here

Summary: Set over several years, starting in Season 10, directly after 'The Things We Left Behind'. Shaken by the massacre of the loan sharks and with no way to remove the Mark of Cain, Dean agrees to the next best alternative: retirement. Their peaceful new life doesn't last long however. When Abaddon abducts Dean after securing the First Blade, she’s got the perfect new weapon of mass destruction to take Hell from Crowley. Sam battles to rescue Dean who must then endure withdrawal from the Mark’s effects within the bunker’s panic room.

Fearful of the same happening again, Dean gets himself detained in a secure psychiatric hospital where he convinces the doctors that he’s got paranoid schizophrenia. Reluctantly respecting his brother’s wishes, Sam goes back to studying law and leaves Dean where he wants to be. Three years later, while still looking for a way to remove the Mark, Sam stumbles across a prophecy that Lucifer will rise and will only be stopped by the bearer of the Mark, forcing Dean leave his hiding place and take up the Blade one last time...

Fic on LJ

Fic at AO3

ART Masterpost


[identity profile] thruterryseyes.livejournal.com

Title: Moonstar
Author: [livejournal.com profile] thruterryseyes
Genre: Hurt/comfort/horror
Characters: Dean and Sam
Words: 50,000ish
Warnings: Lots of Dean!hurt, a little comfort, graphic violence, no sex (sorry)
Author notes: Everyone has read this, but I was tired of the art. Here's the link anyway or click the picture to see the full size art.
Sorry, there's a lot of tags

[identity profile] yuriookino.livejournal.com
Title: Time has come
Author: [livejournal.com profile] yuriookino
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Gen, angst, death, grief, theory
Characters: Sam, Dean, Castiel
Word count: 1,500
Warnings: Violence, some swearing, major character death
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters, I just think about them a lot.

Summary: This is the end of Season 10, and Dean has gone dark side again. Time has come for Castiel to fulfill the promise made to him in 10x09, but Sam is there to prevent him from harming his brother.

Author's note: [livejournal.com profile] sanshal gave me an invaluable help with my first SPN fic :) Thank you a lot for the precious advice! If you see any mistakes, it's only my fault. I'm posting the fic here as I consider it fitting the topic. Yes, Dean's not the only one hurt, and there's no that much of a comfort (although both other characters do what they can to help). Please, if I did something wrong with this let me know. Thanks!
[identity profile] sw0rdy.livejournal.com
Title: Our Troubles Will Be Miles Away
Author: [livejournal.com profile] sw0rdy
Rating: PG-13
Genre:Gen, canon AU. H/C (traumatised, PTSD!Dean).
Characters: Dean, Sam, OFCs.
Spoilers:Nothing specific, but set post-season 7 after Dean returns from Purgatory.
Warnings: Bad language.
Word Count: 8,657
Author's Notes: Unbetaed, because I do everything at the last minute and I really wanted this posted before Christmas Day (with three hours to spare!). This story is a gift to my friends list, particularly [livejournal.com profile] thruterryseyes and [livejournal.com profile] siennavie who have made my experiences in fandom this year particularly awesome. It’s also for [livejournal.com profile] justmep2, who has been just lovely and for [livejournal.com profile] becc_j who is still patiently waiting for my Reverse Bang Story and I'm massively excited to be working with. I hope you’ll all enjoy this shamelessly feel-good festive tale. Title taken from ‘Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas’ because, you know, someone with a pretty nice voice covered it recently. ;)

Merry Christmas everyone!

Summary:“Everyone deserves a little kindness, Dean.” Outsider POV. Sam has sprung Dean from Purgatory, but the experience has changed his brother forever. Retired from hunting and in the throes of a breakdown, Dean finds himself miles from home with no recollection of how he came to be there and, more importantly, how to get back. Cue a kind soul and a little Christmas spirit.

Our Troubles Will Be Miles Away

[identity profile] sw0rdy.livejournal.com
Title: You've Done All the Things That Could Kill You Somehow
Author: [livejournal.com profile] sw0rdy
Artists: [livejournal.com profile] thruterryseyes and [livejournal.com profile] siennavie
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Bad language, extremely traumatised!Dean, caring!Sam.
Word Count: 24,289

Author's Notes: This fic has history, which I feel the need to explain. It started in the season 7 hiatus as a fill on [livejournal.com profile] mad_server's Season 7 Finale Meme for a prompt left by [livejournal.com profile] i_speak_tongue who requested Sam busting Dean loose from Purgatory with a ritual, which initially he thinks hasn't worked until he gets a phone call from the other side of the world. She requested 'terribly banged up Dean' and a reunion scene so I started writing and forgot to stop. I hope I produced something that filled the prompt adequately, even if it's several years too late.

Since the fic seemed to be growing into something of a reasonable length I decided to work on it for the 2012 [livejournal.com profile] spn_gen_bigbang. It got claimed, but suffered an artist malfunction and has languished on my hard drive ever since. When it was re-submitted this year, I was thrilled that not one, but two amazing artists stepped up as pinch hitters. Their art... well, you've just gotta see it. I'm in their debt for the incredible pieces they've done for this fic, as well as being utterly lovely to work with. Please, please, please stop by at their masterposts to view the full-sized art and show them your appreciation.

Thank you also to the wonderful [livejournal.com profile] rince1wind who betaed it what seems like a lifetime ago. After some last-minute alterations, any remaining errors are mine. Title is taken from 'Life Starts Now' by Three Days Grace. Feedback is always massively appreciated and, due to the length of time since I first wrote it, there's now a prequel and two sequels that will appear at some point in the future.

Summary: After eventually finding a ritual that worked, Sam has sprung Dean from Purgatory, but there are a couple of problems: one, Dean's re-appeared in an alleyway in London and two, he's so broken physically and mentally that he's been classed as a 'vulnerable adult' and has been placed under the guardianship of Social Services. When Sam arrives at the hospital he quickly realises that broken bones are the least of his worries...

Part 1 | Part 2 |Part 3 |Part 4 | Part 5 |ART MASTER POST - [livejournal.com profile] thruterryseyes | ART MASTER POST - [livejournal.com profile] siennavie

[identity profile] sw0rdy.livejournal.com
Title: Riding Out the Storm
Author: [livejournal.com profile] sw0rdy
Rating: PG-13
Genre/characters:Gen. H/C (hurt!Dean), Dean, Sam.
SpoilersNothing specific. Set after Dean returns from Purgatory.
Warnings: Bad language.
Word Count: 3,546
Author's Notes: Thank you to the fabulous [livejournal.com profile] reapertownusa for the beta. Any remaining errors are mine.

Summary:“I still think Dad would be proud of us for everything we've done, even though we’re not hunting anymore. I sure think it's cost us enough."

Sam’s stunned. All he’s ever wanted is for his brother to recognise that he’s entitled to a life beyond the one their dad mapped out for them, and here he is, talking like he might actually believe it's true.

Retired from hunting, following a nervous breakdown after his return from Purgatory, Dean is persuaded to take up horse riding by his therapist. When Sam agrees to come with him, he’s not expecting to enjoy it and he’s certainly not expecting the heart to heart that goes with it.

Written as a sequel to Nothing Else Like It, which was in turn written a couple of years ago for a comment meme at [livejournal.com profile] hoodie_time. The prompt was basically Dean and horses, a combination that told me to go write something straight away. Comments and feedback are always gratefully received.

Riding Out the Storm

[identity profile] justmep2.livejournal.com
Title: Does That Make Me Crazy
Vidder: [livejournal.com profile] justmep2
Characters: Dean, Sam, Crowley and others
Genre: Character Study, action
Music: Red Band feat. Ninet Tayeb - Crazy
Length: 3:24m
Warnings: Show level violence
Rating: PG-13
Spoilers: Season 10 up to 10.02

Summary: "I remember when I lost my mind" - a peek into demon!Dean's head.

for lj2_red
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[identity profile] marieincolour.livejournal.com
Title: I don't know (that it'll be all right)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] marieincolour
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sonny, mentions of John and Sam.
Rating: Gen
Word-count: 2268
Spoilers: If you know who Sonny is, you're good.
Summary: Fill for [livejournal.com profile] i_speak_tongue's prompt over at the Hoodie time Dean H/C-meme. loved Bad Boys and Sonny so much. How about a fic that takes place back when Dean was staying with him as a teenager? Dean is sick, and Sonny looks after him like John never did. And maybe some of the other boys pitch in to help too.
Disclaimer: Not my boys.
A/N: Yeah, this is rough. I wrote this in literally half an hour, didn't read through, and posted it. I apologise for that, but it'd never get done otherwise. It is what it is, hope you enjoy my first bit of SPN writing in.. Probably a year. <3

Clicky click for my AO3 posting
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[personal profile] kalliel
Title: Barn Burning
Genre: gen, hurt/comfort, S7
Characters: Dean (POV), Sam
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: ~9600 (what is comment!fic???)
Summary: Dean trips on one goddamn tree branch and somehow everything just tailspins. Sam tries his best to weather the storm; Dean... doesn't, really. Takes place between 7x08 "Season Seven, Time for a Wedding" and 7x09 "How to Win Friends and Influence Monsters."
Warnings: depression, suicidal ideation, mental breakdown/psychotic episode, wild defamatory accusations, worst cooking ever
Notes: This fic was finished for a prompt on [livejournal.com profile] hoodie_time about Dean's broken leg, and its subsequent complications. Because we all know that persisted for more than fifteen minutes worth of episode! XP The prompter asked for gen and pain and mobility issues and snark, to which I added S7 levels of psychological overload, because we also all know that's a scale that wouldn't have been difficult to tip. Additional emotional hurt/exhaustion/caretaker!anger/angst for Sam, too.

You have to tell someone how bad it really is. )

[identity profile] sweetcornjesus.livejournal.com
Author: bluehairdontcare
Characters: Dean, Cas
Genre: gen, end!verse, croatoan!verse, AU
Rating: PG-13
Word count: Tis still unfinished my bros
Summary: Set a few years into the End!Verse (or Croatoan!verse). The war is wrecking Dean but he refuses to let anyone see it. When he finally breaks down, it's Cas who has to push through Dean's bullshit and pick up the pieces.
A/n: I know its super late to the party to start writing Croat!verse fics now but I like PTSD fics and I've been meaning to write this for agessss so anyway

[identity profile] sweetcornjesus.livejournal.com
Title: Mark me down as a 'no'
Author: bluehairdontcare
Rating: I dunno
Word count: 5277 (unfinished)
Disclaimer: SPN does not belong to me :((
Spoilers: For season 9
Summary: Set during season 9 (reference to/spoilers for Mark of Cain) - Dean's alcoholism finally catches up to him, he is told he has alcoholic liver disease and needs to quit drinking, but he doesn't want Sam to know. Dean wants to prove to himself that he can quit 'cause if he can't fight this addiction then how can fight the desire for the blade? But things don't go as planned and Sammy has to step up and show his brother that he does still care.
Author's note: I decided to write this fic for the addict parallels between the MoC and Deans drinking but mainly because I get annoyed about how the show has glossed over/ignored Dean's alcoholism for yearsss - as someone who has struggled with it myself it is SUPER obvious to me that he is an alcoholic and bad enough of one that he would actually be feeling the side effects by now and that he would be seriously ill when he quits ... It's a brand new fic and currently unfinished but if you like some season 9 angsty Dean, alcohol OD/withdrawals and some good old fashioned Em.Hurt/comfort ;).

read here or here at AO3
[identity profile] blue-peppa.livejournal.com
Title: Primal Scream
Author: bluehairdontcare
Characters: Dean, Sam, Bobby, Castiel
Genre/pairing: Angst, H/C, (No slash)
Rating: NC-17
Word-count: 18,000
Warnings: Possible t/w - depression, suicide, drug and alcohol abuse

Summary: How broken are you Dean? After returning from hell and then torturing/being beaten by Alastair, Dean is struggling to cope and it's effecting his relationship with Sam. But his evasiveness will end up putting him in the line of fire when an old friend comes to them with a case involving psychologically vulnerable victims being sent mad with their worst nightmares and traumas - Dean becomes the next victim and finds himself being pushed right to his limit while Sam is left to solve the case alone and to find a way to rekindle his relationship with his brother enough to be able to help him.
Set after On the head of a pin, S4 :)
Disclaimer:Supernatural does not belong to me but original characters do ;)
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[personal profile] kalliel
Title: Dew Point [AO3]
Genre: gen, angst, hurt/comfort (Dean)
Characters: Dean, Sam, Ezekiel; mentions of Suzy, Kevin, & Crowley
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: major depression, past suicidal ideation, mental instability, dissociation
Word Count: ~3000
Summary: The memory floats above him like a plastic tarp over a swimming pool, nauseating and heavy and full of the taste of chlorine.
Notes: 9x08 coda/"Dean in S9 so far" fic, in which Dean is exactly the scattered, incoherent mess he surely seems to Sam right now. I'm sorry; I'm the H in a Dean H/Cer. It's just what we do. XP

And for an instant Dean is glad, Dean is desperately glad, that Sam's not here right now to see this.



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